Round 2

Ok so I tried to blog from my iphone thinking it was going to be easier. It isnt. Now the problem is do I or dont I take my computer on vacation with me. I know I wont have internet but I can still get stuff done.

Sunday

Just got finished my Venti Starbucks Java Chip Frapp. At least I had light whip cream ight? wrong. I am so ill. I am sitting here thinking of what I am going to have for dinner. I have come to the point I must be a closet eater. When I am home alone. I eat everything and then I wonder why I didn't loose weight? Duh stupid you just ate the whole house.....

Saturday

Why do people pretend to be you're friends and then turn and around and talk crap about you? If I am friends with someone I expect the same friendship that I give. I can't stand people that are fake. I have this friend who I thought we were really good friends we did everything together. Then she got her dream job, lost weight and became a totally different person. It is funny how little things change with a person. I thought we were going to grow old together? My husband just laughs and says it is like living on wisteria lane. So as the kids get older and are going to be moving away from home, I ask myself what is keeping me living here?

Day 2

So this am I get up and get to work. I pass 3 donut shops calling my name. Oh I would love donut holes or an apple fritter, but I tell myself no and eat gum. I pass Mcdonalds, there is no line for once. I think to myself oh i wanted to try the new mccafe. I tell myself no and keep driving. Have you ever noticed that if you don't have money in you're wallet then u are less likely to stop? Well that 5 dollars in my wallet was burning a hole. Finally I got to work. Ran the stairs 5 times. Did my day of work and rewarded my self with a Venti Caramel Latte. Thought I deserved it since I didn't give in to the donuts :)

Day 1

So today after work I went to weigh in at Weight Watchers. I knew I had blown it this past week. Fell apart, had a breakdown. More stress then I could ever share with anyone. I gained 2 pounds. So what did I do about it? I had a long talk with myself on the drive home. Then ate dinner , then I sat here and read the ww boards for an hour. Decided maybe what i need to do is start blogging.

Maybe some things are better unsaid. There are things that I need to talk about but feel that no one is listening when i need them.